I’m too nervous about wanking with a mate

Submitted by Mack in Durham

I’ve always been into wanking a lot. I used to wank with a mate when I was younger and I really want to do that again. I have a good mate who I know would be into it. He’s pretty much admitted to me before that he’s into shared wanks and I know he’s had some wanks with other mates in the past too.

The problem is that I’m so fucking nervous about it I can’t do it.

We’ve come close to it a couple of times before and we watched porn once and all I could think about was getting my cock out, but I didn’t do it. My heart starts pounding and all I can think about is what if I go soft.

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I’m not a pussy. I’m not shy about my cock. I work out and I have no problem getting my cock out in the showers at the gym. He’s seen my cock before and I’ve seen his. But for some reason when it comes to getting my dick out and wanking with him I just get way too fucking nervous about it.

I’ve thought about this for a couple of years now and I really want to have that experience again and properly appreciate it, more than I did when I was younger with my other mate. That was all just about wanking and cumming as quickly as possible. This time I really want to enjoy it.

We’re meeting up for a weekend trip in a couple of months something we do every year. I really want to have a good wank with him but I don’t know how to get over this nervousness.