I wanted to be a bit vulnerable, and post something that just happened.

I've been horny for a few days. But couldnt jerk off due to lack of time and privacy. And it hasnt looked like that was going to improve. I was taking a shower tonight, and didnt plan to, but it seemed like the best time to do it. I used the shower hose on my balls to get me going (deserving of it's own post). I got an erection, and stroked away.

But it wasnt great. It felt good in bursts. And I would take breaks. I would rub my balls. And use the hose. I felt pleasure, but was not getting to the end. Doesnt usually happen to me. And I know that -can- happen. I dont want to pretend I'm a jerk off god who always finishes. But I was trying for a while. I kept trying to go back to it in the chance of cumimg. But no go. I didnt want to be in there for a hour chasing nothing. Or worse, getting that cum that makes your dick kinda spiteful of you. Like you get the orgasm, but you dont really enjoy it, your dick feels miserable. And by the end of everything, not a good time is had cause of trying to much.

I wanted to see if anyone else gets this. Any advise, including or not, how to finish not-miserable, or how to walk away from from a losing battle. How do you handle it?

[kinda note to myself: I wish I could bring this up with my IRL friends. I should try to. I should carefully challenge myself.]