Man, what I wouldn't give to go back to the mid '80s when my then girlfriend and I told each other we fantasize about having sex with someone of the same sex. She loved the part of a porno we watched when a woman rubbed another woman's cunt with her nipple. She said she would really like to have that done to her. And I told her I would love to suck one of my best friend's cock. That's when we started masturbating for each other a lot, me often cumming into her mouth, and sometimes she'd give it back to me so I could swallow my own cum in front of her.

I recently asked her if she ever made her dream come true, and she did! She had almost forgotten that I knew it was her fantasy. She didn't ask me about mine, but she would've been disappointed that I haven't. Now my current girlfriend is out of town for 4 days and I've been constantly playing with myself, wearing cockrings out on my walks, watching porn, writing porn stories, etc.

But I sure do wish I could go back and that she and I would've someone gotten the idea to my friend so I could've sucked on his penis while she watched. She would've loved seeing me taste all his cum, and watching him suck on mine. I sure have written plenty of stories involving the two of us, going way back.

Will I ever get to experience another man's cock in my hand or mouth? I kinda doubt it, but I sure do love fantasizing about it.